"I have to admit I am not sad to leave." I said that a very short 6 days ago. My how fast things can change!!! After a wonderfully social week seeing my friends from high school, college, study abroad programs, and even a grade school reunion; I thought that I would make it through these last few days easily without too much emotional termoil. But right now I am breaking down in tears every time I turn around (as I tear up right now....seriously this is ridiculous!)
So what's up with this? Well, the combination of mother nature's gift to women, lack of sleep, struggling with packing, last visits with Gramma and Kari, little talk time with Diego, and the realization that I am going to be gone for a very long time has hit me like a ton of bricks. Don't get me wrong....I am sooooo ready to be with Diego and I am still very excited to go to Colombia, but the thought of a more permanent home away from all my annoying but love-able family and great friends is tough to get used to.
All I have to say is that the next 4 days should be a very interesting roller-coaster!!!
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